"THE DONNATRON"

THE DONNATRON....... THIS IS THE NAME THAT I (JANTEN) HAVE SO LOVINGLY DUBBED MY MOTHER FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS AND THE REASON FOR IT IS THAT I UNCONSCIOUSLY THOUGHT THAT MY MOTHER IS UNTOUCHABLE WELL THIS HAS BEEN THE HARDEST PART IN MY LIFE TO THIS POINT FOR ONE I'M TORN, MY MIND CANNOT DECIDE IF THIS IS THE HAPPIEST WEEK IN MY LIFE DUE TO THE BIRTH OF MY BIG HEALTHY BABY BOY THAT I ADORE TO NO END OR THE SADDEST THREE DAYS LATTER GETTING THE NEWS THAT MY MOTHER HAS BEEN IN AN ACCIDENT AND MY WORLD TURNED UP SIDE DOWN THE HARDEST PART IS WATCHING MY SISTERS AND FATHER BEAT THEMSELVES UP NIGHT AFTER NIGHT AND MYSELF INCLUDED TRYING TO HELP HEAL MY MOTHER WITH OUR LOVE HOPING AND PRAYING THAT IF WE JUST STAY BY HER AND SHE HEARS OUR VOICES SHE WILL OPEN HER EYES AND SAY THOSE WORDS THAT DAD SISTERS AND ME LONG FOR THE MOST A SIMPLE "I LOVE YOU" FROM THE CENTER OF OUR UNIVERSE OUR MOTHER THE BACKBONE TO THE FAMILY. THE THING ABOUT THIS WHOLE MESS IS THAT I AM LEARNING NEW THINGS ABOUT MYSELF FOR INSTANCE MY ATTITUDE ABOUT SIMPLE CAR SAFETY I FIND MYSELF WEARING MY SEAT BELT AND DRIVING SLOWER THAN THE SPEED LIMIT AND ASKING EVERY ONE TO BE CAREFUL. SO FOR ANY OF THOSE WHO WORRY ABOUT ME IN THIS WHOLE MESS I'M NOT OK....ANY SONS OUT THERE WILL AGREE WITH ME THE LOVE OF A SON FOR HIS MOTHER IS LIKE NO OTHER I WONT BE OKAY EITHER UNTIL MY MOMMY CAN WRAP HER ARMS AROUND ME AND HOLD ME TIGHT AND WHISPER I LOVE YOU........... P.S. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAD THE SAME IMPRESSION THAT SHE WAS UNTOUCHABLE, SHE IS HUMAN BUT ONE THINGS STILL THE SAME SHE STILL HAS THAT BIG HEART MADE OF GOLD. LOVE YOU MOMMA